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Saturday, September 02, 2006

terrorism in own backyard....

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Date: 2006-09-02 03:28
Subject: terrorism in own backyard....
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Friday, July 14, 2006

Ever seen a walking blanket?
Current mood: amused
Category: Life


Ever seen a walking blanket?

I did today, across the street. The peeps across the street took someone into their house wrapped up in a red blanket. Then the person was walking around, still wrapped up in the thing. Now who in the world would do that?? Give ya a good guess.....The young man who has been harrassing and terrorizing my family, Mr James Akers. The thing I can't figure out is, why would he go to such extremes to hide from us to get across the street? Or has he finally realized that we won't take any more shit from him & his friends. Enough is enough.....Funny thing was though, he changed the red blanket for a pink one....But, a PINK blanket? For crying out loud, I didn't know that was his favorite color......


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Saturday, July 01, 2006

is terrorism something to ignore?
Current mood: sick
Category: Life


Am so tired.

If when i'm not sick

my heart hurts

why can't my family be left alone?

why has the justice system failed us so?

is terrorism in your backyard

something to ignore?

when will someone listen?

after i'm dead?

or before.....


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Monday, June 19, 2006

More serious updates....
Current mood: mellow
Category: Life


Surgery has been postponed for the moment...docs found a moderate leak in the aortic valve of the heart. They say surgery is too risky right now, cause i could either have a major heart attack during it, or God forbid...die. So will be going to a doc in Johnson City who is both a gyn & cardio....he says he'll do it. Surgery is inevitable, cause if don't have it soon, if its not cancer now, will soon be. Funny though....all of this would have been avoided if mr. akers would have left us alone and the law enforcement in this area wouldn't have ignored us so much through out all of this. Too bad though, if they think i or my family give up or run, they are sadly mistaken. My family has been through enough, period.

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Friday, June 16, 2006

More bad news
Current mood: stressed
Category: Life

Got another call from doc today. The test results from the echocardiogram and the heart monitor came in....Now i have to see a cardiologist on monday before surgery on tuesday. They found a leak in my heart....which is being aggravated a lot by the stress going on of Mr. Akers & his bunch harrassing and terrorizing my family, and of lack of cooperation and being ignored by the county sheriff. Its been causing angina, dizziness, and blacking out. The doc won't say if i've had a minor heart attack or not...So what do i do? I'm not giving up on trying to get peace for my family...


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Monday, June 12, 2006

Been ill from stress
Current mood: melancholy
Category: Life

Sorry haven't been on much, but haven't been feeling well. Got surgery on the 20th to remove some tumors (female stuff), don't know if its cancer or not yet, but as doc said is highly probable. Am stuck wear ing a heart monitor today....heart's been messing up, so have to wear it to see what is wrong. None of this would be happening tho if the people who are terrorizing my family would leave us alone, and the local police would do thier job. Why is it some peeps get a kick out of destroying others? Why can't they just live thier own life & leave others alone? What is it going to take for my family to have some peace?


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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Bad enws....
Current mood: numb
Category: Life

Today hs not been a good day either. Went tothe doc today. He said I had to have surgery, to remove fibroids AND tumors.I guess that answers the question of whether it is cancer or not....Thanks to the neighbors across the srteet, Mr Akers, my mother-in-law, and the local law enforcement....my life has been majorly fucking interrupted by these people


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Thursday, May 25, 2006

If you live in Lee County, don't expect justice....
Current mood: enraged
Category: Life


Today was like the kind of nightmare you wake up from and hope to God it doesn't happen. Getting to court went fine, but after I was there, anything & everything you wouldn't expect to happen did...

The judge insulted me in front of James,who acted like a choir boy. Judge decided to "continue" the charges til Dec. 28 when the protective order runs out. He didn't even try the case, instead he told James, "Just ignore them, maybe they are high-strung people, and the way to punish them is to ignore them." Quote, unquote, ... Verbatim....

When in the world did i become the criminal, and James, mr. innocent? Can't say how much that hurt....When did it become a crime to protect one's family? When did it become okay to threaten rape or bodily harm, or arson. Or to take a child's home from them? When did the judge decide he was God in the first place, to determine such things to the contrary? Or, when did it become the right thing to do in terrorizing a family?....

The judge would not look at any of the evidence or listen to anything i had to say. Today, seems so much like a nightmare, that it shouldn't have existed in the first place. The judge wouldn't even hear about the ID theft. Ron & I made a CD especially for him with all the evidence we had on it...would you believe he refused to even look at it? Plus he blew it off as to how this shit has affected us. I couldn't believe how this day has gone. Talk about justice being raped....He didn't even take offense to James living with Susie(my mother-in-law), nor did he find it unusual. I don't know what went wrong today, but i will find out. And when I do, God help 'em.


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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Ultimate betrayal
Current mood: infuriated
Category: Life

Funny, my mother-in-law and mr. james might have thought they had won, by her letting james live at my step-daughter's other property, just because the angry woman has a life estate there. But what she doesn't realize, that in doing so is the ultimate betrayal she can do to my husband and his daughter. Mother or grandmother, whichever, do not do things like this. You don't open up your home to the very person who has threatened to rape your granddaughter. What in the hell does she think she is? Even my own mother wouldn't do this. She might have said the wrong thing to me when I was raped at 17, telling me it was my fault. But she would not have invited the rapist into the house to live. Then again, she's not much if any of a mother or grandmother in the first place because of stuff like this. Lawyers say ther are no laws to prevent this from happening. Well, we'll see about that. Laws were meant to be changed....and they will be....


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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

In court again for umpteenth time......
Current mood: exhausted
Category: Life


Today, went to court again over the people harrassing us. This time got a second protective order against Sonia, because she endangered our daughter and violated the first order by going over to mr. akers. Also got stuff started to get my step-daughter's things back before her grandma destroys or gives away anymore of her stuff to the Hicks. Also, am worknig on a restraining order against them for harassment.

Funny thing was seeing the Sheriff disappear so fast when he saw me in the court room. That didn't look too good for him in front of a court room of people.

The Hicks, Mr Akers, Sonia and my mother-in-law won't like what was accomplished today. Pretty much expect them to retaliate, like they always do whem I go to court against any of them.

Was adviced to always carry my baby plus, until this shit is over. Even with police protection, its going to be a deadly encounter when I go to get my daughter's stuff. Mr Akers now lives with my mother-in-law. And possibly Sonia too. Pretty much confronting them on thier own turf, to call their bluff to see that my daughter gets her prized possessions back. Been told if step foot on that property, will be killed though ( my mother-in-law's exact words).

Guess it would be too intelligent for them to just leave us the hell alone.Had to post-pone my dr appt to go to court today. So, that'll be wary of itself. But my family's safety and peace is of the most importance. Everything else comes later....

One way or another, this county will learn to do its job. That they can't just pick chose their favorites. Their dilly dallying is putting my family in serious harm's way. I'm not going to wait for one of us to be seriously hurt or killed before county does something......


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Friday, May 05, 2006

Utmost Betrayal...Update on trouble
Current mood: betrayed
Category: betrayed Life


I thought things were bad enough. Til my family & I looked out the window, to see the people across the street carrying in more of my step-daughter's things that my mother-in-law has no right to give away. The man I got the protective order against is her nephew. She is more supportive of him, than she is of her own family. She denies that any of us are her family. Say it this way, she's made it very clear that she wants to kill all of us. So to retaliate against us, cause I took more warrants out on this man for violating the protective order and for brandishing a gun at us, she is giving away my step-daughter's, or I will say, my daughter's things, stuff that was very dear to her. She is givng the stuff to the very people who have harrassed us, threatened to kill us and burn our home, and stalked us; the very people we've been having trouble with. Now if this isn't betrayal, I don't know what is. How can a mother, let alone a grandmother, do this to her own child and grandchild.

My daughter is so angry and hurt, ...it infuriates me. Obviously, my mother-in-law doesn't know what family is, let alone what love is. All she wants is money and revenge to anyone who stands up to her. The more trouble she causes, will only make me dig my heels in further, cause I won't give up. My husband and daughter have been through enough because of her. It is time that stops, and it will.


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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Will the harrassment ever stop?
Current mood: pissed off
Category: Life


When will we ever be left alone? There are two people who seem to not have the intelligence to leave well enough alone. They are constantly harrassing and aggravating my family. And, what for? Because we would not let them ruin our lives. We tried to help them, only to be betrayed. One word of caution...NEVER let anyone to stay in your home to try to help them. It seems they will always take advantage of you either through ID theft or by trying to come between your marriage and break up your family.

I'm fed up with having guns aimed at my family, of being shot at or followed when I'm walking to the store, of having the safety of my family threatened, of having to fight against ID theft and of keeping my step-daughter's home from being taken from her.

Tonite, the man we have a protective order against was once again aiming a gun at my husband and shining lights through our windows. When in the world is he ever going to learn to leave us alone? Why is he so hell-bent on harming us in the first place? We've done nothing to him to warrant being treated like this. Then again, we didn't do anything to the woman we tried to help out either.

I don't appreciate a woman trying to force herself on my husband or think she can make me leave so she can have her way with my family. What the fuck does she think she is? She might think I'm some passive thing that can be walked over. But obviously she doesn't know me too well. They always say its the quiet ones you gotta be wary of.

No One interferes with or ruins my family like these two people are trying to do and gets away with it. No one.

My family deserves peace and quiet, and they will have it.


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Monday, April 03, 2006

Self Defense
Current mood: irritated
Category: Life

Use of force is justified when a person reasonably believes that it is necessary for the defense of oneself or another against the immediate use of unlawful force. However, a person must use no more force than appears reasonably necessary in the circumstances.

Force likely to cause death or great bodily harm is justified in self-defense only if a person reasonably believes that such force is necessary to prevent death or great bodily harm.

The Right To Protect One's Person And Property From Injury.

It will be proper to consider: 1. The extent of the right of self-defence. 2. By whom it may be exercised. 3. Against whom. 4. For what causes.

As to the extent of the right: First, when threatened violence exists, it is the duty of the person threatened to use all prudent and precautionary measures to prevent the attack; for example, if by closing a door which was usually left open, one could prevent an attack, it would be prudent, and perhaps the law might require, that it should be closed in order to preserve the peace, and the aggressor might in such case be held to bail for his good behaviour. Secondly, if after having taken such proper precautions, a party should be assailed, he may undoubtedly repel force by force, but in most instances cannot, under the pretext that he has been attacked, use force enough to kill the assailant or hurt him after he has secured himself from danger; such as if a person unarmed enters a house to commit a larceny, while there he does not threaten any one, nor does any act which manifests an intention to hurt any one, and there are a number of persons present who may easily secure him, no one will be justifiable to do him any injury, much less to kill him; he ought to be secured and delivered to the public authorities. But when an attack is made by a thief under such circumstances, and it is impossible to ascertain to what extent he may push it, the law does not requite the party assailed to weigh with great nicety the probable extent of the attack, and he may use the most violent means against his assailant, even to the taking of his life. For homicide may be excused where a man has no other probable means of preserving his life from one who attacks him while in the commission of a felony, or even on a sudden quarrel he beats him, so that he is reduced to this inevitable necessity. And the reason is that when so reduced, he cannot call to his aid the power of society or of the commonwealth, and being unprotected by law, he reassumes his natural rights which the law sanctions, of killing his adversary to protect himself.

The party attacked may undoubtedly defend himself, and the law further sanctions the mutual and reciprocal defence of such as stand in the near relations of hushand and wife, patent and child, and master and servant. In these cases, if the party himself or any of these his relations, be forcibly attacked in their person or property, it is lawful for him to repel force by force, for the law in these cases respects the passions of the human mind, and makes it lawful in him, when external violence is offered to himself, or to those to whom he bears so near a connexion, to do that immediate justice to which he is prompted by nature, and which no prudential motives are strong enough to restrain.

The party making the attack may be resisted, and if several persons join in such attack they may all be resisted, and one may be killed although he may not himself have given the immediate cause for such killing, if by his presence and his acts he has aided the assailant.

The cases for which a man may defend himself are of two kinds; first, when a felony is attempted, and secondly, when no felony is attempted or apprehended.

1st. A man may defend himself and even commit a homicide for the prevention of any forcible and atrocious crime, which if completed would amount to a felony; and of course under the like circumstances, mayhem, wounding and battery would be excusable at common law. A man may repel force by force in defence of his person, property or habitation, against any one who manifests, intends, attempts, or endeavors, by violence or surprise, to commit a forcible felony, such as murder, rape, robbery, arson, burglary and the like. In these cases he is not required to retreat, but he may resist and even pursue his adversary, until he has secured himself from all danger.

2d. A man may defend himself when no felony has been threatened or attempted: 1. When the assailant attempts to beat another and there is no mutual combat, such as where one meets another and attempts to commit or does commit an assault and battery on him, the person attacked may defend himself, and; 2. An attempt to strike another, when sufficiently near so that that there is danger, the person assailed may strike first, and is not required to wait until he has been struck.

When there is a mutual combat upon a sudden quarrel both parties are the aggressors, and if in the fight one is killed it will be manslaughter at least, unless the survivor can prove two things: 1st. That before the mortal stroke was given be had refused any further combat, and had retreated as far as he could with safety; and 2d. That he killed his adversary from necessity, to avoid his own destruction.

A man may defend himself against animals, and he may during the attack kill them, but not afterwards.

As a general rule no man is allowed to defend himself with force if he can apply to the law for redress, and the law gives him a complete remedy.



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Saturday, March 25, 2006

Why are innocent people treated like this???
Current mood: cold
Category: Life


Rules for living here:

1. Learn the law.

2. Know your rights and stand by them.

3. Be ready for a long battle. They don't give up easily.

4. Grow eyes on the back of your head. They prefer to get you from behind and stab you in the back.

5. Learn self-defense. It is an inalienable human right to be able to keep your own dignity and self-respect.

6. Don't run or show fear. If you do, they win and nothing changes. It only gets worse.

7. If you complain about something, be ready to defend yourself and watch your back. They don't like being shown where they are wrong.

8. Love your family and be ready for anything. They are the only ones wh omatter in the long run.

Oh and one more thing, The Constitution is the supreme law of the land, even places like this have to answer to it.


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Thursday, March 16, 2006

Beware
Current mood: pissed off
Category: Life


What is the point of helping friends out if all they do is come into your life and destroy everything you hold dear? Recently, we let a friend stay with us. She wanted to get close to her kids, to get them back. So we thot we'd help her out. Its important for kids to be with their folks. BUT, Not if their folks do what this woman proceeded to do.

I always help a friend in need. But that doesn't mean she an come into our lives and try to rape my husband and make my family go hungry so she can pig out on junk food. That also means she won't be allowed to threaten my family with fake warrants because my husband won't sleep with her or me throwing her out.And ULTMATELY she won't be allowed to get away with endangering my family by violating a protective order against another person who lives across the street and has threatened to hurt my family and rape my step-daughter. I''ll be DAMNED is she gets away with that. Who does she think she is to endanger my family by going across the street to live just to "get even". What human being would be so low as to put a child's safety in danger like that? Answer....don't think i could describe the answer to that one here.

Needless to say...I don't make threats, but i do make promises. it might take me a while to see them through. but i do. my family will not be harmed by this person, no matter what it takes.

Freinds are suppose to help each other, not destroy others just to use them like a leech.


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